I’ve been struggling with depression for about 5 years now, since I lost my family; my wife and kids. I still think about it every day, during a recent crisis, I found myself in tears and contemplating suicide. I felt very overwhelmed and alone. I lost my job at a point because I couldn’t concentrate anymore. I feel like I’m in a dark place right now. If feels like I’m alone in this world, roaming without my family because they meant everything to me. I don’t know what else to do.